November 29 2024

Happy Thanksgiving! I still can't believe the years almost over. I don't wanna go back to school and I don't wanna do finals.. I have super good grades at least so as long as I maintain that... Everything will be ok. But I was gonna write about technology. I'm listening to casino versus japan right now, isn't it great that with a couple taps I can stream whatever artist I want? I don't like that convenience. i don't like the conveniences of technology at all. I think it's so weird and creepy and invasive and I remember being in eighth grade and hearing one friend of mine talk about how he hated his phone. All i was doing then was sitting on my phone posting about how I was depressed, but i know if i had my head out of my ass I would've agreed.

November 2 2024

Happy November! I can't believe it's almost the end of the year. I got lots of candy trick or treating, yay! I got to hangout with my boyfriend after the psats, we went trick or treating, and he's coming over today. My mom never lets me do this so yay!!!!! I can't stop listening to a perfect circle. My eighth grade gym teacher said I'd like them and he was totes mcgotes right. Fuck they're so fducking good, maynard just knows whats up for rea

October 28 2024

PSAT tomorrow. un. be. lieve. able. i do not want to do the PSfartT but whatever.

October 25 2024

I will never trust anyone again .......... at least I am going to a family halloween party with my boyfriend tomorrow. You know what I'll always have? My bass.

October 18 2024

I'm going to a halloween party on the 26th with my boyfriend and I've never wanted to be hung publicly more. We are matching as cavemen though lol. I've been on fall break all this week and it's been GREAT! Now it's FRIDAY and I get to go back to school in TWO DAYS, but Oh Well. Pretty sure I have to take the PSATS the week after we get back.

October 6 2024

There was this rickenbacker at my local guitar center. Jerk me off and call me Sally I want a rickenbacker!!!

September 29 2024

I'm so bored! So bored all the time! UGH!! I watched a gameplay Class of 09: The Flipside because I was a fan of the previous games and had heard the flipside was horrible so I decided to not pay for it. Everybody was right. Maybe it wasn't the worst, but it was pretty fucking weird with all that sexual foot shit. I liked the ending where Nicole killed herself though, not because Nicole did that but because of what Jecka said after the fact really resonated with me. She told the school counselor that "nobody cares about her because nobody considers how her life will be different forever". The counselor says "It won't be different forever." Jecka says "Exactly."

September 15 2024

I forgot to write anything in here, not like it really matters, but school started July 31st (CRIMINAL). It's been okay I guess

June 25 2024

God I'm so excited to turn 18 and move out. I'd rather live under a god damn bridge.

June 20 2024

I wish people would shut their big fat mouths. On the 14th, $uicideboy$ released a new album. I've honestly not listened to it. I don't like KYS pt V and I'm not surprised but just sad. I wish I liked the recent KYS songs but.. I guess I deserve it heh. I was so excited for this song though.

May 31 2024

Let's see if I consistently update this again. I got a 5-string bass and I've just been doing a whole bunch of nothing.

May 7 2024

It was my birthday 6 days ago teehee. I am a year older. I literally forgot about this and I have nooo motivation to keep going omg ;-;

April 6 2024

Feels super lazy using a premade layout, but I can never really seem to have any good layout ideas? Not the code or anything, I just suck at organizing stuff.

April 3 2024

I need to redo most of the code on some pages cause of the shit slodge grid fart crap layouts. I really like this little journal thing i did loll.. I love my boyfriend so much. I am so grateful 4 everything. specially my bf. love him soo much

April 2 2024

I've been watching TwD with my boyfriend 😜 We also tried to watch The Joker movie. I live under a big fucking boulder and have seen neither. I think about this a lot. Scrim made a song with the title referencing it.

April 1 2024

I miss when I belonged to a friend group. I've been listening to Cannibal Corpse since my boyfriend likes them. I've always meant to get into them. Neat-o music

March 29 2024

I've been coding away trying to redo everything cause I don't want to use a stylesheet that isn't my own. I've been going to sleep around 7AM cause I stay up so late

March 26 2024

I wish something I said would make a difference to anyone ever. It's unrealistic to dream big like that, I wish all of the world would fucking blow up.

March 21 2024

I am finally at a place where I can say that I will be updating this site frequently thank FUCK

Feb 22 2024

codings such a pain in the ass. i said that dec 5 and rebranded with complete intentions of like updating everyday LMGAODAIDJSFIASHDCIUISiUNFUIDdasfh gnijohjdb.fg...... kill me,........

Dec 5th 2023

This is my first entry in here, its 3 am right now so there isnt much to rlly talk about you know. Ive been coding the whole night... Yesterday i did go to the bookstore and finished a series of books i was collecting. Fucking awesome. I love reading. Haha it's funny cause i wasnt even thinking when i picked out that jerma gif on the right. I might change it to something else but for now its gonna be jerma cause i looooove me a good jerma stream